rachnid .
July 29, 2026 at 11:04:02 AM
Hey, Ros.
I should be glad you never asked to actually look at my work, I’m still surprised that the excuse of me being insecure about my writing skills worked, but maybe it was for the best. I don’t like dumping my feelings, but you know that, don’t you? I told Kye the truth, there was no essay to begin with, except of course the second essay from a few days back that I told you about.
In fact, I finished that essay in less than 7 hours, if you saw how fast i finished it, you probably would’ve hit me on the head and called me a liar, maybe i would’ve preferred that, actually. But it’s a bit too late, isn’t it? If I made it, I would give you permission to be angry at me, I’d be mad at myself too, for surviving.
If I didn't? Then I’m sorry I’m leaving you alone, I promised you that I’d stay, but it got a bit too much one day, I’m sorry that on that day, the day that I shut you out, it just got louder that day, too loud for me to handle.
You’re a good friend.
I wanted to be more, though.
Even through death,
If you’d let me.
I’ll miss you, Ros.
- Rachnid
Replied on: July 30, 2026 at 7:30:25 AM
Why didn't you tell me sooner?
I would've listened.
I would've stayed.
I would've done anything to keep you here.
You said you wanted to be more than friends.
I would've said yes.
You're so stupid.
.
Please come back.
I don't think I can do this without you.